Who Am I

So many times I have asked myself that very question. I have wondered why there were so many things in my life that defined who I was and why I reacted in different situations in such different ways. I believe beyond a shadow of a doubt though that God has a plan for each and everyone of us and by understand who he really is, that it is then we really understand who we are. God's orginal design for our life is often corrupted by the belief systems that we have embraced and have been taught. In order to gain freedom to be who God truly intended for you to be, you must first realize what the truth is and then speak that truth to God first and formost and then to yourself. James 3:10 "Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing" We have the power to speak life or death so the beginning step that we must first realize is that we have the ability and the right as children of God to call those things that be not as they are. Who Am I was the first original question. To tell you of my journey is to answer that in honest so first off I will answer that with I am pain, abandonment, rejection, violation, rape, incest, physical abused, emotionally a wreck, fear, doubt, failure, terror, and perversion. To answer your question, I am a victim.