In the middle of the cycle

When you are in the middle of a cycle there are a few things that you have to do in order to actually escape it. The first thing is to notice everything. When you become aware of your choices and surroundings then you can be aware of every result which can trigger your thinking process into seeking to find what your intent is. When you begin to notice patterns that are of a repetitive nature, you can start to analize them to find what is the common demoninator between each pattern. Once we see what they all have that is the same then we can begin to compare that to our life and most likely what we will find is that it is familiar to us. What I mean by that is that we tend to stick with the things that we have always known. That in itself explains why this lifestyle is considered a cycle. After finding that common ground, the next question that we have to ask ourself is what need are we filling in ourselves that causes us to repeat our choices. What many people do not realize is that the definition of insanity is repeating an action over and over and over expecting a different result. Why do you think when you have been held captive everyday of your life, that you feel that you are going crazy because nothing seems to make any sense to you? It is because we are in the middle of the vicious cycle. We are repeating the same actions, making the same choices and yet we expect a change. We tend to let it drain our energy because we keep doing the same things over and over and because we are not seeing a difference, we quickly give up. I can only speak for myself but I am tired of being in the middle of the cycle.